ba ba kebaboom!!!!!!!!

gomenasai....huhu...i'm kinda freak person so please, don'tbother abt my freaky personality k? good! ok, ari nie ak nk cite psl ape ye? yeah, psl study la of course. first of all, psl subjek. sungguh ak tidak menyangka bahawa ak dapt 1 lecturer yg same utk 2 subjek yg berlainan...wawawa....unbelievable..tp ak risau gak coz 1 lecturer means a lot of works waiting for me to be done for..dats kind of make me worried.....nway, the lecturer seems nice so i won't bother sgt. but i got nice lecturer once but she gave us an average marks. she seems so strict in giving marks for assignment...so it worry me a lil bit.....

then, skang nie musim pelajar baru masuk so of course, sape2 yang penah masuk U, mesti akan terimbas kembali time masuk semester pertame. xingat banyak pon, mungkin akan tersangkut jugak sket kat kepale 2. but what surprising me the most, it seems like the students are ingcreasing dis year. ak rase time ak sem 1, xla seramai 2. biase2 jew rasenye. tapi aku rase jumlahnye agak luar biase pada tahun nie..haha..xble blah ayt ak. tp budak2 baru nie ramai plak yg hensem2. 2 yg plg xble blah 2. xpaham ak. tyme ak, xde plak yg hensem2. tyme nie jugak la nk masukkan yg hensem2. sedey2......

yang peliknya, muke yang selame nie ak xpenah nampak kat DPP YAB ble pulak memunculkan diri mereka...dats kind of weird...kitorang siap kate diorang nie pelajar baru which is quite shameful for me to called them that....haha......well, i'm off!!

la....la....la.....

aha!! guess what?? ak da smpy uum pg td, dlm kul 10 lebih....ak tgk ramai giler yg tunggu bas nk g bndr....rupe2nye diorg sume nk g membeli belah coz duit pt da masuk...wow!!! sukenyer ak!!!! haha...ak amat menanti2kan duit pt....haha....ayt ak xle blah......nway, sumthg shocks me when i arrive here........first, ak xsangke ak ble dapat internet dlm blk....wawawawa.....suke ak......tp dis thg xla surprise sgt.....yg sgt surprise bg ak ialah........BANYAKNYE COURSEMATE AK DAPAT DEKAN!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............jelesnyer ak...........yada na.........rumate ak pon dpt dekan gak....ak ntah bile la nk dpt dekan........sedey ak..............tp 2 la, ak nie kan pemalas....nk dpt dekan 2 cam dlm mimpi jew......klu sem nie ak wat maen2 lagi, xde harapan la nk dpt dekan........jeles...........asal sume org naek sem nie? even bestfriend ak yg xsame U pon got 3.5 n above....ak?? msh di takuk lame......waaaaaaaa..............sedey2........tp 2 la....ape2 pon, sem nie must be better than last week...............FIGHTING!!!! GAMBARE MASU!!!

mOshi mOshi.....

i'm back....setelah sekian lame.....haha......ape cite ak skang??? xde cite sebenarnye.....i will be back to uum in just a few days......packing? not yet....nk pegi nnt, br ak packing.....hehe.........rumate masih kekal seperti dulu....ble ke ak bertahan? boleh kot....cume mungkin keadaan x seperti awal2 kitorang jumpe dulu........ak rase dlm bilik 2, maybe ak yg kene ignore....hehe....n ak sure yg masuk bilik ak mesti senior....why? junior xmungkin akan dicampak kat tingkat atas........as far as i concern, memang macam 2 la.....huhu..........ape lagi new things yang maybe akan ade ek?? huhu...can't wait to see........oh ye, result ak terok.....sad sad sad........kenape maintain jew?? ak nk jugak naek....haha......cam dalam mimpi jew............bole jew klu nk naekkan pointer tapi ak nie kan pemalas...klu ak stay mcm nie, sampai bile2 pon pointer ak xkan naek.......sume org berubah ke arah yg lebih baek....ak plak masih di takuk lama..........anyway, i will update my blog as much as i could so see u then........

everything's falling apart......

nape ak bg statement cam2????? mmg seriously, everything around me is falling apart right now....people keep fighting or to be more precise, do not talk with each other anymore...why is this happen around me??? i feel like a victim in this situation that not including me of course....i'm sick of it....i don't know where to share my feeling....people do not understand me at all......why?? why???? why??? i don't know either....i'm a person that people find hard to understand, but i can't put the blame on them and they can't blame me either....i'm just trying to be myself right now.....so supposely, people can't change what i am right now, isn't it??? i don't care really....what people want to say about me....i don't care at all.....i just want to be myself and please do leave me with my own world.....

HaTe It!!!

hate what?? i dun noe...i juz feel dat i hate myself...why?? because i can easily hate and like a person just like dat...i dun noe...somebody help me!!!!!!!!

cer akoo..........

ape cer ak skang??? hah...ak busy giler ngan assignment yg b'lmbk...pas2 xtaw nk wat mane 1...pas2 ari selase nie da presentation laks...aduh, benci btol ak...di suruh mengajar tnp diajr utk mengajar....huhu. i think dats my life 4 now...huhu...byk plak nnt question2 yg ak xpasti sama ade ak leh jwnb @ x. pas2, ak t'libat ngn byk skandal plak skang...haha...xde la, memain jew...ske2 ak jew nk memain tyme busy camni...anyway, juz hope i can do better 4 dis sem. i'm afraid dat i will not succeed in dis sem. takotnyer!!!! huhu...wish me luck ok!!

isk isk....sedey2 + bengang....

ape yg sedey???? xtaw la ak nk ckp camne...ari nie sume cam xkene jew. i2 ak buat salah, ini ak wat salah. cam da yg xkene jew di mate manusia2 di sekeliling ak nie...terase pelik plak ak....awl pg nie, ak ok jew. pas2, mule la ak xde mood. tp xde mood ak skang xmcm xde mood ak dulu. dulu, bile ak xde mood, maknenye ak akn wat muke spjg ari. skang nie, ak xde mood tanpe perlu menarik muke.

ak xtaw nape, ak kurg sket ngan sorg coursemate ak nie. dulu, ak ok gak ngan die. tp skang, bile die da dekat ngan ak, ak rase cam nk lari jew dr die n xnk ckp ngan die lgsg. tp xle la plak wat cam2. tp ak ckp gak ngan die. but ak not sure sama ade die perasan ke tak yg ak dingin ngan die. da lame da bnd nie ak prasan b'laku. since ak nk laz2 sem 1. bile msk sem 2, tmbh pelik jew ak rase nk ckp ngan die. nway, perangai die nie ske berubah2. ssh nk predict ape reaction die, ape yg die nk, ssh btol ak nk taw. dats why kite xtaw bile die akn melenting, bile die akn mrh, i dun know.

tmbh lg 1 mslh. rumate ak leh plak wat hal ngan ak. rumate yg same. ak xtaw la ape mslh die ngan ak. die kate die ok ngan ak. tp klu ak tgk, die mmg xok. ak xtaw same da ak yg da mslh or die yg da mslh. pelik2 la. mcm peristiwa td contohnye, ak g amik nota kat kedai fotostat, tp ak amik utk ak sorg jew la...pas2 tetibe, rumate ak tny ak xamik kn skali ke utk die. ak kate la x coz ak t'lupe. pas2 die g tarik muke ngan ak. ok fine la. ak xkesah pun. n then, bile msk kelas2 seterusnya, tros die xckp ngan ak.

ape la mslh die??? ak xamik kn bnd 2 pun da jd perkara bsr skang nie. tros xnk ckp ngan ak 2. xpaham2. bia la. asl kn die bahagie. die kate die xde mslh ngan ak. tp skang nie, sape yg da mslh ngan sape???? ak slalu pk, salah ak ke sume nie???? Judge it urself.

p/s : xtaw la plak klu baek blk pasnie...