Every job is hard in this world. Xde keje yang xsusah. Even jobless person pun akan rasa susah. Teacher. Yeah, teacher. Hard, very hard. Of course, ramai org akan kate "ah, banyak lagi keje yang lebih susah drpd cikgu" atau "ala, keje cikgu senang. pegi pagi, balik tengah hari. pastu, bile time cuti sekolah, bole cuti panjang, melancong bla bla bla". To tell you the truth, I HATE org yg cakap mcm nie. Nampak sangat xpaham skop kerja cikgu nie macam mana.
Apa yang aku cakap ni based on my experience. I've been in this teaching field for a few time and every time just for a short period. Even for short period, it's really hard. Nak tackle pelajar lagi, bagi kerja, mengajar, layan karenah yang berlainan and banyak la lagi. Sape yang pernah mengajar akan faham apa yang aku cakap ni.
Tipu la kalau aku kate sepanjang aku mengajar, aku x pernah menangis. I cried a lot. Bile aku fikir2 balik, berapa banyak air mata cikgu2 aku yang aku tumpahkan sepanjang diorang ajar aku? Too much I think. The teaching job is too hard sampai aku nak quit terus daripada jadi cikgu. Sebab apa? I'm not strong enough. X kisah la teori mengajar dapat score paling tinggi sekali pun, tapi bila da masuk sekolah/institusi pendidikan, teori tu hanya 10% je (bg aku) kite akan guna. The other 90% kena pandai2 cikgu la nak buat macam mana.
Lagi satu, aku takut sebenarnya. Katakanlah aku jadi cikgu. Tapi aku x sepenuh hati nak jadi cikgu. Pastu, bila aku ajar generasi tu, pastu generasi tu rosak disebabkan aku, xke haru? Cakap la apa yang korang nak cakap tapi I have to think far. Because I know myself too well maybe. I know my limits.
So, before the end of 2013, I want to say again; teaching is hard. To all my teachers and teachers around the world no matter what field are you, thank you so much for your patient in educate people. Without you, we can't discover and understand new things.
To 2014, I hope for the better this new year. Another year and I get a year older. Insya Allah semoga semuanya berjalan lancar pada tahun baru ini. Amin.
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