4 and a half years: Memories? Experiences? Sure!

Merdeka baru je beberapa hari lepas dan x lama lagi Hari Malaysia. Haha...so ape kene mengene merdeka dengan aku? Sebab pada 30 Ogos, aku officially tamat pengajian, tamat praktikal dan tamat segala-galanya daripada 4 tahun pengajian di UUM! Tepuk tepuk tepuk!!!!

Kalau ditanya perasaan, of course la lega (kot). Pastu, rasa kosong sebab xde bende yang nak di looking forward. Hah, ble blah x ayat aku? Maksud aku looking forward kat sini macam nak masuk sem baru dan macam-macam lagi la. Lepas nie, xble da nak usha junior2 yang hensem (hehe..), pastu gelak kat junior yang skema pakai kasut tutup (sedangkan aku rase aku dulu pun kene gelak gak kot macam tu). Pastu, xble nak analyze junior macam mana, pastu gosip tentang couple yang selalu nampak lepak kat kafe dan sebagainya la.

Pastu, no more drama antara budak kohort (tett). I mean, come on la. Setiap sem mesti ade drama. Xkesah la secara persendirian, berduaan ataupun satu kohort-an. Well, I kind of miss that drama actually. Haha...pastu, no more gelak ketawa, gurau senda dengan kawan-kawan. Oh sedih la plak. Sob sob~~

One thing yang aku macam regret sikit la kot is mase kitorang menghitung hari-hari terakhir praktikal, aku x dapat jumpa semua budak batch aku untuk say goodbye. So, yeah, quite saddening me actually. And selama aku "berpisah" dengan orang, tears is a must. Not for me of course but for the other party. There must be a crying scene setiap kali "berpisah" dengan orang. Tapi yang peliknya, untuk penamatan pengajian nie, there are no tears at all. Maybe almost tears but there's no tears. Even kawan aku yang mudah menangis pun x menangis. So, I guess we are all grown ups. Haha...

Even one of the counselor kat tempat praktikal aku pun in state of denial. Bila nak berpisah dengan aku n Aimi (my best friend), dia kata "hangpa balik kampung ja kan? Bukannya x mai dah". Sebelum kitorang berpisah, die belanja kitorang makan. Dia cakap la ayat tadi. Pastu, macam pause sekejap. Pastu die cakap "kak anggap hangpa macam adik sendiri". Mase tu aku rase terharu dah. Aimi pun menahan air mata. I heard perkataan sayang banyak kali la jugak from friends and all, tapi bila dia cakap macam tu, it struck me quite emotionally. Btw, I got sensitive lately so tears can come out anytime.

So I think that will wrap up my conclusion for my 4 and a half years time in university and practical school. Sweet, bittersweet, bitter experiences that I've faced, yet it gave me the sweetest memories of all. 

P/s : I don't think I have the capability to be a teacher. What a waste.

aT LaSt!!!!!

nape at last? haha...cz dis week....i mean last week was the toughest week for now. why? b'coz full of assigment yg nk kene anta, plus mid sem exam and quiz....tension da, cam nk gler pun da gak....ssh sbnrnyer jd pljr universiti nie (huhu...xthn jew ayat). xble nk relax2 sgt...kak n abg senior kat cni ckp course aku plg sng kat cni w/pun jam kredit byk....btol ke? aku xrase btol pun cz aku rase da lagi course laen yg lg relax dr course aku. pelik2...w/pun aku da lg kuiz dis week tp aku relax lg cz satu jew pun kuiz 2...huhu....erm lagi 1, aku da baek blk ngan rumate aku 2. camne ntah leh baek...haha...actually da sorg minah nie yg baek ati nk tlg damaikn ktrg...so die la yg bg idea psl camne nak damaikn ktrg nie...w/pun xbaek cam dulu, tp at least aku b'ckp ngan die n maybe hbgn ktrg xkn same cam dulu...huhuhu...nway, feel free to comment....